28/06/2023

I Should Have Known Better

(I Should Have Known Better) I should have known better with these thoughts in my brain This OCD has me going against the grain Am I insane hey, hey, hey, am I insane Whoa, oh, I never realized what OCD would be This could only happen to me Can't you see, can't you see I check the stove a hundred times I swear This OCD is a crazy, crazy affair And the locks I close one hundred times This OCD is a crazy, crazy affair So oh, I wash my hands until they’re red and raw If I make a mistake you know I’ll wash them more Until they’re sore, hey hey hey, ‘til they’re sore My life a never-ending loop you see This could only happen to me It’s OCD, it’s OCD Every step I take, every move I make, I’ll think I’ve made a mistake , oh I should’ve known better yeah For goodness sake, for goodness sake For goodness sake, for goodness sake

If I Fell (Off The Wagon)

(If I Fell) If I fell off the wagon, too Would you guide and help me through And help me Understand 'Cause I've been in this state before And I found that life was more Than just Getting canned If I drink some wine And beer It must be true I’m out of my mind I fear I’m pickled once again If I trust too much In drink Don't run and hide You know I love it too Don’t sink Don't let me slide from you 'Cause into hell would just descend And I Would ascend Just to find a sober end So I hope you see That I Fell off the wagon too And that she Will cry When she learns I am boozed 'Cause into hell would just descend And I Would ascend Just to find a sober end So I hope you see That I Fell off the wagon too And that she Will cry When she learns I am boozed If I fell off the wagon, too

Tell Me Why

(Tell Me Why) Tell me why I’m anxious every day and why these thoughts won’t go away Tell me why I’m anxious every day and why these thoughts won’t go away Well, I gave you everything I had But I’m just suffering here on my own Tried CBT for my GAD All I do is hang my head and moan Tell me why I’m anxious every day and why these thoughts won’t go away Tell me why I’m anxious every day and why these thoughts won’t go away There’s nothing that I’ve said or done Then tell me why my heart beats so fast It’s so fast, I really can't go on Anxiety’s grip I can’t outlast Tell me why I’m anxious every day and why these thoughts won’t go away Tell me why I’m anxious every day and why these thoughts won’t go away Well, won’t you help me with my anxiety Or do I need some psychiatry I’ll just have to take it in my stride There’s no point in trying to hide, Tell me why I’m anxious every day and why these thoughts won’t go away Tell me why I’m anxious every day and why these thoughts won’t go away

Still I Love Her

(And I Love Her) I give her all my love That's all I do But you know my love’s A bit askew I love her She hears the voices loud But tenderly She’s caught in schizophrenic grip So extremely Still I love her Hallucinations Can’t comprehend Delusions never end Schizophrenia Schizophrenia’s a winding road Hard on the mind My love just won’t erode And then I’ll find Still I love her Schizophrenia’s a winding road Hard on the mind My love just won’t erode And then I’ll find Still I love her